Why You Cry?

We had a half day today, not in honor of John Spencer, but because the whitecoats are zooming off with their holiday plans. Assholes. I am becoming hateful and mean the longer I work here.

RayMan came by, he had a small reel "Walking Home"

He tried to tell me it was going to be okay. I looked at him, what a sweet face! How in the hell was that clip going to make me feel okay?

I feel okay sometimes.

I cannot save the world.

I do not like becoming bitter. It was not supposed to turn out this way. Damn damn damn damn damn.

Where's Jordan? God, I kissed Julianne, and it seems like the days fell away.